muted emotions

Saturday, April 18, 2009

i can't wait (any longer).

yey! i'm at the middle of the summer. and i'm having quite a lot of fun [surf the net, blog, travel, take pictures, sleep a lot, eat a lot, and other stuffs]. in a week, i'll be hitting the beach with my family and church. it's another way of savoring the summer. after that, in a month, i'd have to enroll already [after i get my progress card back].

i'll be taking another step to a whole new level>>fourth year na akech! time flies so fast, it's really so hard to catch up with it. i still have a lot to do. for sure this year's gonna give me a lot of pressure, and i've gotta make good things happen this time. i have to write down a long list of fourth year highschool's resolutions.

1. study harder (this one never fails to get enlisted to my every resolution paper)
2. pass requirements on time
3. eat a lot (i want a progress from my skinny body)
4. sleep earlier Ü
5. have even more fun (in place)
6. keep more in touch with friends
7. be present at every school activity (even if the ampitheatre is scorging hot)
8. sign up for clubs
9. give the best shot for the school paper screening and writing (in case i make it again)
10. bring books (no matter how heavy they are)

i pinky promise that i won't be any ruder than i was last year this time. i'll impose greater control over my temper this year and shut my mouth up when it shouldn't be talking. think twice, and double check everything (specially putting by calculator inside my bag).

i just wish i could have much fun during my fourth year high school, since my junior year didn't turn out to be that good. whatever happens, i've gotta do all i can to make this one a better year. and i will never have the reason to not hang out with my friends any more, even if it's a 'sleepy head' day, because this could be our last year of being classmates ever!

through out the year, i've gotta refrain having dates with my boyfriend too much (sorry, honey). even if it's hard to admit, hanging out with my guys sometimes eat up the time when i should be doing my assignments and requirements, but i'll still have quality time with him (i'll look for a perfect way).

i've gotta learn how to go home early this time, so i could convince mom to lessen her phone calls while i'm hanging out. and another reason is so she could trust me that much when she sends me to a far school. well, they're planning (mom and pop) to send me to University of Santo Tomas (fact: the school is just in front of the street where my aunt's apartment is located. jackpot!), and so, have to gain her trust to really make that happen.

the whole year my mind also has to foccus on what course i would be taking up (the course of the undecided). i was planning to take up Mass Communications, but mom would let me take up nursing, and then my mind change that i already wanted to take up Communication Arts, but i don't know, i'm kind of confused. Θelp!

but whatever.. i still have a whole year yet to enjoy making memories with the people i love and to work about not being stressed out. so, all i'll just have to do is pray and i'm sure the outcome will be just perfect. Ü

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