muted emotions

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

|royally flushed|
-=again=-

this is even worse than sneaker night. i *can't believe* that RF won over me. |over me|
i feel so horrified. after the stressful whole day that i *waited* to have long enough time to
talk to him-->he would go |brb| and play mode on his RF character
it's D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G-!-!-!
okay, this is the drama almost every •in a relationship• status girls face every day/night.
i |hate| how this feels but what can i say? this heart prick goes like an every day routine.
|but one day •i'd have to end it•>>•be with someone else•>>someone who'd put me first
than his RF character!|
what's the point? it's just a cyber inhuman. it freaks me out. it's even -okay to him- that |we're
going to fight| just to make him able to play this stupid online game. [i won't ask for any |apology| for calling it *stupid*. it is stupid].