what i exactly wanted.

it's not that im discontent. i just don't know where to place myself right now. i've got friends. we hang out (at school). i have a boyfriend, (yeah. the one that doesn't care). and i've dedicated my whole life to something i don't even know. this isn't like what you always (as the usual) think. this is something different from the norm that people would always think of. i don't know. this thing's driving me crazy!! ahhggh!!